Blogphen

Ugh, can’t sleep. So I’m going to have a good moan instead.

1. Why’s it always me who gets the short straw?For example, jobs are full of people (dare I say chavs?) who don’t want to be there, who hate working and who put 0% effort in to their work. So when someone like me comes along who’s looking for a job and is willing to put in 100% effort, I get turned down on the grounds that I’m not what they’re looking for, that I didn’t fill in their stupid psych test correctly and that I’m not going to be worth employing…

   Another example. I have to go down to Swansea in a few days’ time to resit two of the modules I took this year. Annoyingly enough I only failed one by 3% and the other by 5%. So, of course, being below the pass grade, I have to resit. However, what really pisses me off is the way some people got a lower grade than me and don’t have to resit. For example, one of the people on the course did fuck all work this year, decided half way through that they’d overdose and got their results on a platter because of extenuating circumstances. They’re not the only ones who’ve been through shit this past year but nobody’s letting me off anything. Now, I’m not saying I want to go crying to the exam board but it’s just bloody unfair…

2. Me. I’m just as ugly, as horrendous and even more bruised, battered and scarred than before. I can’t even wear shorts any more for fear of how I look… Still just as insecure and fed up as always…
3. Nottingham. Just can’t wait to be back in Swansea - getting absolutely fed up with parents and the way I’m still treated like a 5 year old despite being nearly 20 now…

Bleh… </rant>